Figure it out

 Why do I want to cry.

Why do I keeping asking myself why.

I don't know why I keep thinking about it.

Is it something I missed?

It keeps clawing at me.

Some big important piece.

I keep rattling my brain trying to solve the puzzle.

Its like running and jumping over hurdles.

I don't like pain and I don't like when it lasts.

After all it is all in the past.

Even still I have to keep going.

I can't just sit here and do nothing.

I have to bear the sadness.

Bear to with what is ever left.

Will I ever be okay?

Don't I deserve to have a good day.

Right now I have to get through the sea of doubt.

I don't know how but hey I have to figure it out.