One good enough reason to live.

Beating myself over this.

Asking myself , why do i exist?

Feeling like this,  I should be happy.

Should not be feeling crappy.

That is what everyone else says

Hearing that when I am having a bad day.

Should it really be bothering me this much.

Hard to let it go. Just my luck.

I don't want to talk

Don't even want to walk.

I don't see the reason anymore

I don't want to see what life has in store.

For 27 years I have gone through a lot.

I am tired of feeling like this, I want it to stop.

Someone told me, I am why I don't have anyone.

Hearing something like that, Am I the only one.

No I'm not because its not all about me.

It's about what matters, emotions, and feelings.

How can I be happy when I am not able to keep what is precious to me ?

Can someone answer that question for me please.

Being a being with different personalities.

It is very hard to be me being around somebody.

Always Emotional and at time Sensitive.

But still... I am looking

Looking for that one good enough reason to live.