Is Hope Dead ?

People see my face and ask why are you sad?
Question like that just make me mad.
Hiding behind the mask.
If you see that a person is sad, why not ask ?
Feeling sad ruins the day.
What makes me feel this way?
Recent event just play over and over in my head.
Is hope dead?
Its so easy for me to just give up.
Just as easy as saying I don't give a F**k
I could say it but I would have to stick with it.
Let me just get through all the critics.
Who see me and say I should be happy.
Well it easier just feel crappy.
Not because I enjoy feel like this.
I don't like how it is now. I want to exist.
Let me feel what happiness is suppose to be.
Not something that just comes around that's temporary.