Fear brings me closer to breaking down.
Breaking down with no one around.
It hasn't got any easier on me.
Walking, grumbling and complaining.
It sucks to feel this way.
I can't even been happy through out the day.
I distract myself because i feel nothing else.
My existence means nothing to me.
Yet I am alive trying to accept the change.
But each day to me just feel the same.
Full of pain, anger and hate.
Constantly blaming myself for my mistakes.
Is there anyone who can understand.
Why must i go to through this again.
As if the people who came before didn't already leave a mark.
Its impossible to see my tears in the dark.
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