Sleepless Night.

It's night time and I cannot sleep.

My stomach is growling, wish i could eat.

The one thought in brain.

 It keeps playing over and over making me go insane.

Shaking my head, till the thought goes away.

Even so, it comes back the next day.

What is it that I am doing is wrong.

Is it the test or making a mess.

Being Reckless.

That wont get me very far.

Its hard to find my way in the dark.

Someone once said to me" you'll never change"

You wonder why I am so much pain.

I am not the same.

Only the pain remains

 I want to believe that this is not the end.

I just would like to keep a girlfriend.

I know I am not perfect but still I do try.

I try and I try until I begin to cry.

I can only cry but so many times.

Hoping that everything will be fine.